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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

looking backwards and forward

today, nothing unusual or special happened... just like my day yesterday and what will be tomorrow. as long as i am here in this job, nothing special would appear from nowhere. only miracles can change things, i guess.

i can't help but take the ride again... it's weird. yes, it is! for there's not so much to look back for. maybe i refuse to look back... hmmm... i'm beginning to sound like i hated my past soo much. please don't get me wrong. i am okay. life is okay. perhaps, it's the weather that's bringing the mood. aaaw! and our upcoming wedding anniversary. no matter how lightly i take it, i feel swirling and twisting in my stomach. pain reminds me that i should come up with a plan or at least, list down the things that i should do on the "A" day. aaahck! how do i plan? how can i plan? i'm freakin' broke! haha! wish me luck!

i see hubby... his face is always shining. it's sweet... it keeps me going. everyday...

5 Freakouts:

Riza said...

Hi, I hope I'm not late. A simple hug and kiss would suffice for the morning, and then you can come up with a nice dinner to cook. Something that he really likes that you haven't cooked before. Or a greeting card with your thoughts of appreciation of him and what you are thankful for the Lord for about your marriage.

Have a wonderful anniversarry!

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i_wander said...

thank you for the suggestions! i really appreciate it! ^_^ the A day is on friday and i got plenty of time and a big hole in my pocket!

TICKLEBEAR said...

how about you both take the day off, not do chores around the house, just go for a ride & act like teenagers:
go watch a movie together, eat some junk food & just walk around town, like tourists would. rediscover your world, with fresh eyes. it'd fit into your budget, & give you time for you two (only).
BTW:
love your layout. very welcoming.
:)~
HUGZ

Michele said...

Aww, funny how the weather can dictate our mood sometimes.

Hope you have a wonderful anniversary. I totally hear ya, on not knowing what to do, and not having the money to do it anyway!

Have a wonderful day, despite it all ;)

i_wander said...

thanks for the swing MICHELE and TICKLEBEAR! ^_^

@ticklebear
it's actually what we have in mind! haha! and that's happening tonight! i'll blog about it as soon as i can... ^_^